day 9

Today is a day I realize that I am unhappy.

My life is not happy today.
c h a n g e
a few things to
change the heavy heart into
w e i g h t l e s s n e s s

I. switch out of my math class

my anxiety will not allow me to be in that class anymore

II. save money
so i can get on a big jet plane
and fly away

III. drop out of college (probably not, maybe, maybe just take a break)

IV. complete
all
of
my
unfinished
projects

V. figure out how to live in the city
somewhere
alone

VI. write more poetry

write more good poetry

VII. go for an amazingly long run
it's cold outside
it'll be good for me

VIII. eat more
at home

IX. produce my first song

X. go home today
and kiss my mommy

XI. make time for people who love me

XII. accept that I am a sad person

XIII. drop out of college

XIV. cry