Sunday, January 20, 2013

day 126

my life in ten parts

p. III
(secrets about my name
about who I really am)


my father named me after Snow White
I guess
I'm not sure why

my mother wanted to name me
Morina
she said
Her middle name can be Princess
Why would you name someone that
It's stupid

he ended up giving me the middle name
Moon
(no one really knows this)

growing up,
I thought that I had the fucking
stupidest name ever
Princess Moon Chan

my mother told me that I could tell people
my middle name was Morina
then I met one of my best friends in middle school
her name is
Moryna
so I thought it would be weird
so I took the N out
Moria
Maria
so we renamed myself
Princess Maria Chan

my mother calls me Mars

my hate for my name is galactic
I have not grown into my name
it makes me self conscious
and stupid
I am sick of being looked at as a conceited bitch
like I was responsible for naming myself
I named myself Mars

Mars is the Roman god of war
I am constantly in war with myself

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