Tuesday, September 10, 2013

day 360

You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection. (Buddha)
Maybe this was all an accident.
We forgot to press pause to cherish the moment.
We've forgotten whose birthday we're celebrating.

When you wake up with hands filled with toxicity and a sunken mattress,
how do you stop yourself from crying?
One night I dreamed of driving off a cliff.
I toppled over and woke up in a stranger's bedroom.
I rolled over and woke up in a puddle of my own fear.
I am learning to control what I have no control over.
Learning to become one with my phobias,
bad loves,
those I cannot bring myself to love.
Allowing myself to forgive myself.

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