fuck
not being able to curse
to curse bad luck upon other beings
to not being good enough
for your blood
the thick water and the musk
the cave and the street puddle
pot hole
crooked road
unpaved pave way needs some saving
save the way, pave the
way
the wrong way.
the one ways
the claustrophobic two ways
the two way streets turned no way
waiting by the phone for the voice of your lover
that doesn't love you back
for thinking he still loves you back
for not wanting him back
for her wanting to be friends
and him coming off too strong
pop one off with your teeth
alcoholism
prohibition
tax free weekends
nothing is ever real, ever cheap, ever worth it
the worthless price tag
the worthy priceless vandal
street graffiti and the thoughts you let rot in your dome
the head game
the get ahead of the game
the playing the game to win and winning nothing
the bittersweet feeling of losing
of dying
of not breathing
the breathless sigh of a goodbye
and the see you laters
see you tomorrow
Saturday, Sunday,
don't wanna see you Monday
the I don't wanna see you this week
let's run
limp legs and numb organs
playing your wedding song at your funeral
in the chapel
married six feet underground
poor excuse to spend the rest of your life grounded
being held back
tied down
anchored
letting someone sink your ship
declare this a battlefield
name this your the next war cry
keep it in your shoe
close to soul
and heal
