i am strong enough to admit that i am a passionate human being
i am able to make mistakes and feel bitter
i am able to be the best lover i can be with guidance, trust, and help
i cannot allow myself to feel so low everyday
to give up my dreams and to settle for a half assed lover who carries the weight of his world half slumped onto my shoulders
He doesn't believe that I can be capable of swallowing pride and molding myself into his own version of a half assed lover
With sore palms and stretched out arms, I have grown tired too
And very sad
Very lost and very uninspired
Very uncared for and very much left to fend for myself
I've spent so much time emotion wealth and health trying to make a better man out of you
And your way of thanking me is to let me go
And call it quits
And say that this is finally over and you're finally over me
And now I want to be able to love myself fully
And stop lying to myself
And stop feeling so sad
So god damn sad...
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