day 184

I've given up a lot to get where I am today. I don't hate myself for it, I don't hate him for it, I am just slowly letting go. It's hard to wake up everyday hating where you see the sun. I get exhausted of hearing, "you could be on this side of the sunrise." Keyword could, bring in the should have and would have and maybe this can be you, but you lack the passion. You lack the strength. I open my eyes and I see. I actually make time to see.