day 31

Today is Wednesday!

The 17th!

My favorite number,
my favorite date,
my selected seats on my plane rides

It's not really lucky
It just makes me feel alive
like I can believe in a number so much
like a day will make my lifetime
or a seat with shape my odds

I am very hopeful today

(Also
it is my first day back to work
from my sick leave
I am kinda dreading it
because my boss is really hard on me
but I am not feeling as sick as I did

My doctor was on vacation
out of town
he was in India all of last week
which was when I was sick
today he's supposedly back in the office
but I don't have enough time to see him
I'll be fine though
I've survived this far)